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The Glass With a Hole

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I poured, and poured, and poured, and poured, It was never enough. The glass had a hole—its depth so deep I never saw it first. Joy, sorrow, laughter, one by one, I filled it to the brim; The price I paid, the reward left after, Was only life’s skim. I run, I turn, I stumble, fall, I try, I fail, Now left to rot. The glass stands still, its presence frail, The hole now just a dot. Once filled with tears of joy, as well, They never learned to last. The time I paid, the mirth I held, It went by far too fast. I trained, I landed, never feigned, I fended, honest, I tried to walk. The dunes reshaped themselves with every wind, untended, They never talk. The beanstalk climbed too far—the view went dim, Clouds hazed beneath. The life we lived, a year of undiluted surrender, Learned how to bare its teeth. I lived, I died, I laughed, I cried, a castle built of memory, I tread light—the lake. After countless moons, love arrived like silk, Silent in its wake. I thought I saw your face again; i...

The trouble with longing

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What was the first conscious thought you had today when you woke up? Can you still recall it? Chances are that you can’t… but sure enough, you remember what you felt. It’s not by happenstance — emotions have a way of subtly defying our thoughts and defining our way. Longing has long lived in my heart, often surfacing at the most inconvenient of times, stealing from me, at occasions, the better part of the present — like while walking up a crowded escalator at the metro; when sitting across colleagues laughing at some joke Rachel made; when staring into nothing and everything, looking at an art piece hanging on the wall of an art street. Memories bubble up like soda pop when you least expect them. They burst open the lid of isolation that you try so hard to put on your inexorable self. Do you remember that memory from your childhood, when you were playing on the swing at the playground below — just back and forth and back and forth and back again — the sky just within the reach of your ...